Safe to Relinquish…
I’m not sure where to start…
Sir is very approachable and kind even though he’s intimidating for obvious reasons. I’ve always wanted to explore BDSM but was too scared to with men I come across. Since I’m opinionated and strong willed, I’ve always feared men would take the exploration as a chance to hurt me.
I’m not usually comfortable around men right away but as soon as I saw Sir I felt a kind and gentle presence. I felt like I could be curious instead of shielded like I am too often.
He took my coat like a gentleman. I’m not used to that so I didn’t even think to allow him to. We sat down. We discussed the things I’m into and had negotiations. My favorite part was him asking for consent, which was important to me because I’ve been sexually assaulted in the past. Before he demonstrated the “tools” and toys he was going to use he would ask for consent. He also explained how he manifested his dungeon and talked lovingly about his partner. That made me feel comfortable too. In my opinion, any man who loves and respects his woman will respect you too.
To be honest, I was terrified when we started the session. Relinquishing control is hard for me, for obvious reasons and also due to trauma. The massage was sensual. I enjoyed the kisses. I enjoyed the fire play. Then it got real!
I have never been a huge fan of nipple play because of how sensitive mine are. He squeezed them hard and told me I was a good girl for taking it. But I enjoyed it even tho the pain was not what I was used to. It shocked the system. I enjoyed being spanked and gently kissed.
Then Sir tied me to the table after blindfolding me. I couldn’t see what he was going to do but he let it be known he wasn’t going to play nice anymore.
I’ve never squirted in my life…but when he put that vibrator on me while penetrating me with a toy it happened. It was so intense I was begging him to have mercy. When he said I squirted I was shocked. I was feeling sooo much in the moment I didn’t know I did it! But when I saw the mess on the table that confirmed it.
He took me to the “mercy room” and tied me up again. He flogged me and used the toys again. It was intense with lots of pleasure and some pain. I was shaking all over.
By the time it was time for aftercare, my soul was still trying to return to my body. I was out of it so the holding and just laying in silence helped bring me back into reality. He was kind, respected the moment, and allowed me time to gather myself.
He offered me an opportunity to shower and clean up, then walked me to my Lyft.
If you want to explore BDSM and yourself in a safe environment, book Sir. He will take care of you. He will make remind you of your worth and unleash his dominant side on you at the same time.
I’m so glad I pushed past my fear and explored myself. I learned things about myself sexually but also non-sexually. Things like I need to be kinder to myself, do more self care and speak more life into myself.
Thank you a million times, Sir. I look forward to our next session.
