It’s So Deep…

With Sir Marvelous don’t come to him with doubt or fear of the unknown when it comes to your fantasies and desires even if you are like myself a novice. You deserve what you crave and he is the each person to trust to bring you to new heights. As the saying goes “glory is always on the other side of fear”. Yeah it’s that deep lol. This is my second time going to the dungeon. The second time seeing Sir in person and his energy hasn’t changed. He is intentional, grounded, attentive, and ever reassuring. Before ever meeting him I watched every podcast interview, read all his reviews back to front etc etc to get an idea of what he has to offer and also pick up on his energy. As I described him above that’s who he is and is unwavering in who he presents himself to be. I trusted him before I laid eyes on him so when I finally stopped being scared did my consult and booked my first session I launched into a billion request but he knew how to organize my request and let me know he has to build toward certain experiences so as to make me comfortable and to familiarize myself with the bdsm world. One of those request was to try to do some anal training for the first time in my life but he informed me that that was something I had to build towards. Our first experience was absolutely marvelous 😉 so this second experience I wanted to push my limits knowing I was dealing with someone who is very skilled and comforting. I use to be one of those people who was very loud about anal being a hard no for me, for various reasons one of the main reasons being fear. I was even surprised that I would request. It wasn’t until after our first session I knew for sure I could really trust him with helping me get to the other side of that fear. It was my birthday month so when I booked this session I told him what I was celebrating and he told me it’s time 😈 As someone who cannot fathom trying something so foreign without first doing my research I scoured the internet and harassed as many of my friends who’ve tried it and enjoy it on how to prep and what to expect. Sir gave me one instruction and I just sweat until the day finally came. I had to reschedule one time because of personal reasons but he was really accommodating and I ended up still doing the session in my birthday month. Boy oh boy did he make this session special for me. I truly appreciate the work he puts into tailoring each scene for precisely what I want, need, can handle, and need to be challenged on. In the negotiation this time around it was more relaxed we were just building on the last session we had. As he finally got to what my training would entail I was really good at hiding my anxiety about it but I asked him just one question, if there was anything I needed to pay attention to just in case things don’t go well. He must of known I was shook. He set me straight and put me at ease immediately. I was there to focus on my desires, he was there to make my fantasies come true and make sure I was safe and well taken care of from start to finish. Even if I was to make a mess I can have full faith in him to make sure I wouldn’t have to worry about a thing. I had read somewhere that to get the body ready to comfortably receive any anal penetration I needed to be completely relaxed by having an orgasm or two. I lost track of how many I had but I was OPEN! I didn’t even realize that I had anything in me until he was coaching me on how to breath and what muscles to contract and release to receive more of his fingers and eventually the plug. When he finally got the plug in me and he worked his magic to give me my first anal orgasm…. It was like nothing I had ever experienced before and I ABSOLUTELY will be doing it again. I had no discomfort and the experience was FAR from painful. Days later I’m still perfectly fine. I managed to keep the plug in for a majority of the scene and any time it fell out I was punished but I love the punishments 😏 I did say yellow a couple of times and he was happy I did. He wants you and to be very aware of your body, really knowing the difference between pain and discomfort while being so present in your body that you know what you can handle without over doing it but to also challenge yourself. To hear “Good Girl” while he immediately lowered the intensity let me know that he is indeed a man of his word and always has your best interest before anything else. I will be going back, I’m officially hooked! Now I gotta rearrange my budget for the remainder of the year to make sure I get my fix from Sir. Just book it ladies. Stop giving into fear and allow him to help you reach heights you never imagined for yourself!