I Deserved to Jump…

So, it is a few days out from my experience with Sir Marvelous. I seriously think I lost time somewhere, likely during those two hours where I was out of my body...lol I feel like my brain has been rewired and I’m trying to sustain this feeling of complete satiety and contentment for as long as it lasts. In all honesty it feels like someone else had this experience. The last four years or so, I have been in an experimental phase with life in general. A huge part of that has been my once vanilla and very conservative sex life. The BDSM door had already been opened a bit, and then a bit further with each subsequent experience, so this was another step in that journey. I jumped completely out the window and decided to contact Sir after reading reviews from clients as well as listening/watching some of his appearances on podcasts, as well as performances etc. I probably over researched to be honest, but hey...you can never know too much, right? I felt like if I were ever going to make the move to see a professional Dom that this would be the person. I decided to make sure that time would be while he was touring in my neck of the woods.
Syphon greeted me upon arrival. I met Sir a few moments later. I was still super nervous. However, both of them made me feel at ease and comfortable upon meeting. Good folks with good energy. My nervousness eased until it was time to begin the education and negotiation portion of the experience. I appreciated the level of education and care that went into everything. Sir was very thorough explaining all his goodies and implements in his bag of tricks. Making sure that I was able to ask any questions or voice any concerns that I had. The emphasis on consent, safewords and overall safety were top notch. I knew that I would be completely safe in this man’s presence and that I was going to get everything that I wanted.
...and that is exactly what I received. Tried new things that I never knew that I would love because truthfully I probably would have talked myself out of it. However, I now know I definitely will need them in my life going forward. I was always serious about getting my needs met, but now? Especially knowing exactly how orgasms I’m capable of in a short time? That intense warmth of the fire play? Learning that I am able to squirt after thinking all these years I couldn’t? That I love being bound by rope and blindfolded while being flogged and being intensely overwhelmed by the sheer satisfaction of it all? Yes, Sir.
Aftercare and debrief, on fucking point. Enough said.
I see already I’m gonna have to make a sojourn out east to visit the dungeon and get that experience.
TL:DR version: Don’t overthink it, just jump. You deserve it.