Born, Anew…

Oh my goodness… I’m currently sitting in awe with what I just experienced…

I’ve been mind fucked. I’m officially on the dark side. I entered this session knowing I’d leave a different person, but damn I didn’t think I was going to leave this empowered.

It was serendipitous. This past winter I was getting ready to move to the DMV when Sir mentioned his tour. I responded to him so fast as if it was one of my closest friends coming to see me lol. He’s so responsive and timely it was perfect. I love learning especially when it’s about my personal growth so when he broke down my bdsm test results in a non sexual way, I was hooked.

As I got closer to my date, I still enjoyed his communication whether it was to change a time or date, or even answering my questions because I was clearly nervous (this was my first session).

For the day of the event. I was so relaxed, excited, and nervous to see Sir. Seeing him for the first time it was an awe moment like how people described him it was true. His scent, my fucking goddess it’s still lingering in my hair lol. His voice is soothing yet dangerous 😈. His suit. I love a man in a suit, especially one that’s going to mind fuck me. I felt so special. His hugs are also so warm and genuine. Ugh take me back 😭.

When we get to the place, Sub Syphon was kind enough to take my things while I’m still nervous lol when she stepped out and told me to have fun it eased my mind even more.

Sir and I sat and spoke about what I liked and wanted. I think it was perfect that I didn’t really know what I didn’t know because Sir was able to do his thing. I also liked that he too spoke about what he liked because it is a two-way street, we should both have fun.

I loved that I got to learn about what tools he had - he even tried them on me before our scene. I love learning (I’m a trainer by day) so that had me even hotter than I already was lol.

After I was shown the lay of the land, this is where things got fun. The message. Sir is already warm so to have his soft touch with oil, my body just sunk lol. I’m proud to confirm that truly enjoy pain because that electricity play lol man I’m going to need Sir to step it up and get me to yellow next time 😈 (challenge 😉💁🏿‍♀️). He even growled and roughed me up during the massage and I fucking loved it lol at first I thought was hearing things but nope it was happening and I was melting inside. 🚨All of this is happening while being blindfolded btw so I’m extra hot and bothered!!🚨. The fire came out and it’s made me realized like do you even care about me if fire isn’t involved? I’m typically nervous of fire since I was in accident with it when I was younger, but that fear is no more when Sir has fire all over my body. I was at peace lol. Knife play, being choked, AND his scent lol I never wanted to fuck someone so bad lol.

Once he was done being nice, I was concerned lol mainly because I was restrained and had moments where I wanted to cum and didn’t like I knew something was coming. Don’t let his little games fool you, lol I lost badly and tried to keep up 😭😂 butt at the same time I won. Begging to cum, and being told not to cum and still doing it anyway lol I was scared and Sir made sure I learned my lesson with them spankings and the flogging (it felt like he was removing the layer of the inner child who felt weird for enjoying this)…

Once he treated my misbehaving ass I’m headed to the next room (yes, I’m still blindfolded) and just get tossed into bed and I’m just like what the fuck because I’m already weak with the first few orgasms but clearly Sir knew I had room for more. Him and his additional games got me fucked up because now I’m cumming on his command (fuckkkk me lol). I’m not going to lie I wanted to cheat at one point because he had me in charge of holding the vibrator, but I was feeling like bruh another orgasm lol but because I couldn’t see, I couldn’t tell if he really left because the last thing I wanted was to be caught (next time I’ll be getting caught 😈😉). My last big orgasm gave me the most relieving and loud pleasurable cry that I knew I needed omg it was just an out of body experience. Wow. Lol then for him to have me see what mess I made, at first I felt so guilty, but then I was proud because I’m like bitch I did that, he got me to do that.

The after care. I loved the after care. I love to cuddle lol. I loved his warning of if I misbehaved that I’ll be tied again. Then to be washed, it was so intimate. He took every inch of my body and made sure it was okay. The water was so warm, the closeness of Sir to my body, and still grabbing my hair, I felt so cared for. No one’s taken care of me like that. To worry about every single inch of my body. It was heaven. Sir made sure I felt like a queen.

Post aftercare we had a debrief, which was different because I’ve never done that before. I liked it because I got to learn about what he liked from our session, I was so flustered because I used to think I was so bad sexually but I’m not that bad. I liked sharing my thoughts because it made me realize I love this kinky side of me, I had so much fun looking back (but then was also so sad because it was over).

Sir is a gentleman (if you already didn’t get that, then you’re on the losing team) he made it clear I needed to let him know when I made it home and to remember to eat lol because I was starving afterwards lol.

I am so sad lol. I don’t want to be touched by anyone else at the moment lol. I had to give myself another orgasm that night to try and sleep but I couldn’t. I want to keep exploring the kink community and where I fit because I know my life isn’t just vanilla. I feel so empowered to let my old self die - she died during her out of body experience lol. Also Sir is making it hard for me to find someone because now the expectation is for me to be a queen at this level (Sir imma need you to send me to all of your single kinky friends 😆 deadass, you can’t leave me like this 😭).

I’m officially a forever client, Sir is now in my self-care routine. I want to go to his dungeon and be ripped a new one lol I want to know what my pain tolerance actually is just as well. I expect to be truly punished because I’ll be breaking all of his rules 😈😉.

PS: I’ll be cooking (or bringing) food for you and Sub Syphon. This review is my accountability so you can punish me if it doesn’t happen 😉.

Peace, love, & orgasms,

~E ❤️